I haven't really posted much of late, sorry people.

I'm going to the US in a couple of months time, so I'll be taking lots of new pics. then I'll upload them when I get back. (I'm sooo looking forward to this US trip, even if it doesn't go the way I'd like it to)

Til then, I'll probably won't post that much on here, if I can re-find the pics. of my old modified car, I'll scan and upload them for you guys and girls, but I'll have to find them first.
(To my love, don't worry about this weekend, just have fun girl)

Has anyone ever feel like you don't know what they want more? I feel like that now, I want some-one to be happy more then anything else in the world, but I want to be the one to make her that happy. I don't know if I can be that person. Should I just let go, so she doesn't have to wait, and end up being disappointed with me. I'm starting to doubt myself. I'm thinking, am I the right person for her or should I just push her away, like I do with every-one else? I am a lonely soul, can I truly let her in, like I want to, or am I just going to become an a******* like always?


Am I chasing Amy? It's starting to feel like it, is she going to be the one that, I want more then anything else, but the one, I will have to, end up just leaving go of? Ether way, I'll still love you girl...